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[May. 5th, 2006|01:51 am] |
i take back everything bad i ever said about hubs and east lansing.
i miss it, and wish i had stayed for that extra day. home is big and scary and it echos when you talk. and no one is near me, and my mom didnt even get me dinner. so i microwaved crap. and ate it.
and now im bored cause i forgot that my mom goes to sleep at 10, yet i cannot sleep until about 3.
maybe ill work out or something.
ew this sucks.
i miss mike. |
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[Apr. 30th, 2006|06:26 pm] |
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so my first year of college is almost over...and its almost time to pack everything up and go back to the hills (well, technically west bloomfield). and its not just going back home...its going back to a completely new and different life. new house, new family, new friends, new attitude. this year has been a complete learning experience. and i messed up a lot (of course) and have had some horrible luck (of course everything bad happens to me). but despite all the bad things, this year has been awesome. i have met so many amazing people. my sorority has been....interesting so far. but whatever, im over the bad stuff. i love my girls and this summer is going to be so fun seeing them all the time. even though im not doing well in school right now, i know what i have to do. i know that i need to go to class, and study, and not have TOO MUCH fun. but at least i got it all out of the way. i have an amazing boyfriend, and even though things were rocky with us at the beginning, everything is better and i could not be happier. again---this summer will be great.
and i do have to work at DQ again. but its for a good cause--i need to find a way to pay my rent for next year. my apartment will be so sweet, not having a room mate will be cool.
i also would like to shout out to my wonderful rooms, jen! and to marcy, who is pretty much a third room mate.
i am only updating this to procrastinate studying for finals. oh well!
jane is coming to state next year!! im oh so excited.
and i really dont have much else to say. |
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[Apr. 20th, 2006|05:38 pm] |
happy 420
i know it has been for me so far. haha |
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[Mar. 6th, 2006|09:46 pm] |
okay so i just saw brokeback mountain (i know, a little late haha)
and yes, i loved it.
but now i am even more depressed than i was before.
see, i thought it was going to be sad in an its-sad-but-okay-because-they-love-each-other-and-love-conquers-all kinda way/
but its not.
its sad because life sucks, and relationships are meaningless
and thats pretty much all i have to say. |
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[Dec. 31st, 2005|05:15 pm] |
yeah, no more stripping for free! |
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[Dec. 18th, 2005|02:03 am] |
ummmmmm i miss half naked jen rhee laying beside me every night, watching salad fingers with jen and marcy, and basically having slumber parties.
<3 |
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| you wouldn't know a good thing if it came up and slit your throat. |
[Dec. 8th, 2005|12:38 am] |
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| | beth hart | ] |
yes, folks! i have had a revelation.
instead of being an asshole, and then apologizing for it later. and then being an asshole again, and then apologizing for it again, and again, and so on and so forth....WHY DON'T YOU JUST STOP BEING AN ASSHOLE!!
who woulda thunk it?
in other news, i was in such a good mood this morning, at 4am when i was talking to my mommy. i dont know what happened in between then and now, but im ready to just say "fuck it all" and go to sleep.
its okay, its okay. tomorrow will be better. granted, i wont get much sleep, but i WILL go to all of my classes, and i will take a nap after, and then i will shower and go out with lauren, which im very excited for.
and then friday i might actually study (jk i really have to) maybe go to a review session or something....stop by elizabeth's holiday party....and then THANK GOD, see mike. which is what ive been seriously looking forward to all week.
and now that ive eaten some olga's snackers and chocolate pudding, its time for bed.
bonsoir. |
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| so let's find a bar so dark we forget who we are. so all the scars from the nevers and maybes die! |
[Dec. 5th, 2005|09:01 pm] |
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hmm what to update about. well, i sprained my wrist. it might just be bruised, im not really sure. i was mad, and punched a door. which is always a good idea. so now i have to wrap it. um my dad came up this weekend for dad's day for theta, and it was actually fun. he is engaged...getting married in june. i know, right? open bar! haha. so thats fun.
i dont know, i always make very random decisions that not might always be the best....but oh well. im learning to deal with them.
but i did get pizza butt today! and i hung out with dominic, and got a rice krispie treat from noodles and co!
and tomorrow i have to go to all my classes, which will be extremely difficult, but ill manage. and i get to dress up for greek speaker tomorrow! woohoo. i felt like more good things were going to be happening this week, but i guess i cant remember them right now...haha.
bottom line: i love my big.
and while my weekend was incredibly shitty and disheartening, im being optimistic. things cant get much worse, so they can only get better....right?
next semester will be awesome!!! and i love my roomie.
and i will actually have stuff to do over christmas break.
so i guess thats it, nothing interesting. im too distracted by rent and singing to write anything intelligent. |
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| you can't tell me this ain't real, cause this is real |
[Nov. 15th, 2005|11:48 pm] |
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well i feel like an update is in order. not that im not even sure what i want to write about.
so that good feeling is pretty much gone. i have four exams in the next 36 hours, fun times. have i studied for any of them? eh, i studied a little bit for a couple. but nothing really amazing. i wanted to go to bed an hour ago, but got caught up in some shit and now im updating this godforsaken thing. school could be going better....i am unfortunately 2.5 ing a class right now. which is inexcusable. i just dont go to class ever. good thing i have an exam on thursday in it. im just going to study really hard, bring my grade up, and go to class more often. the rest of the exams shouldnt be too bad. its just so hard to pay attention and study when there are so many other things i would rather be doing. but then...maybe a study break is just what i need. i dont mean like a break from studying, i mean like, maybe for the next couple of days i should just let studying and some sorority stuff consume me so i dont have to deal with all the other shit.
in other news, i was initiated into my sorority!! it was amazing. the best thing ever. im so excited for next semester when we have lots of events!! itll be nice to have people to rely on.
in more news, erik is finally 18 this weekend, so i am making him a surprise and a hella lot of jello shots! (thank god my brother has a stove in his apartment lol) so friday will be fun
random...im going out with mike on thursday? (much to someone's dismay). so i guess we'll see how that turns out.
im so excited for thanksgiving. i havent seen fee in so long, much less had our fatty sleepover together lol.
also im excited to hang out with dan this weekend!
and cody!
okay ive decided i need more girl friends....cause all i do is hang out with boys lol.
and this journal entry doesnt really reflect my mood. because i actually am really sad! lol
okay i need to not be doing this anymore. |
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[Nov. 7th, 2005|12:18 am] |
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| | anna nalick | ] |
i am so happy.
this weekend was amazing.
my good mood is officially restored, you won't see me depressed for a while now!!
the downside....i miss my jessica, because she wont be here to cuddle with me tonight.
ill post pictures on my webshots soon, its just such a long process lol.
i loooooooooooove you. |
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| don't be so damn benign. and don't waste my fucking time. |
[Nov. 4th, 2005|01:40 pm] |
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so i've decided to actually update. and even though i do have a lot on my mind, im prolly not going to talk about everything here. but for me, things have been better. i mean, im doing okay in school and everything...and i have people here. kind of. ive just been learning a lot about who i know i can always count on. and, right now, i have just a few. which is fine...its just. i dont know. i get homesick a lot. and i feel like that would be different if i had someone, just a friend or maybe even a boyfriend, i dont care, that i just know would be there for me no matter what. someone that would make me feel like i am at home. does that make sense? well it does to me lol.
i also desperately need a break from MSU. granted, i love it here...but due to recent events a slight vacation is definitely needed. thats why....im going up to central!!!!!!! wow, im so ridiculously excited. jess is coming to get me with steve kish, salt dog, harv man, and kmart!!!! oh i miss kmart. and jimbo will be there too (duh) because we are going to the cottage tonight, and tomorrow partying at central. and i know that after this weekend, everything will be better. i will love state even more (because absence makes the heart grow fonder) i will love central even more, and i will get to see jess and katie jane and everyone else i love. and i will be happier.
cause you know what? shit happens. and a lot of shitty things have happened this year, especially concerning guys. ive met mine and everyone else's fair share of assholes. but i was talking to deanna, who will be my pseudo boyfriend, and i will be her's, that because we've been put through so much shit, the end will be that much sweeter. to quote relient k "the end will justify the means it took to get us there"
and i also neeed to start being happier with myself. ive learned that you cant expect others to love you if you dont love yourself. i need to be happy with what god gave me, he doesnt make mistakes.
okay, im done for now. that felt good. i think im going to do it a bit mroe often.
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| i want to uppercut a punkass. |
[Oct. 18th, 2005|02:18 pm] |
well, i did promise a real update.
so things are going fairly well. i love jen so much, she and i are ridiculous together. we have designated nap times. (every tuesday and thursday from 9:50-1 when i dont go to class), and from (12-1 when i do go to class). which doesnt really happen too often.
i love my theta ladies. i have a cocktail party to go to on friday, then tailgating on saturday!!!! love them
a lot of the boys in the hub are.....strange. now, granted, i love them all to death. its just funny. i dont know.
i dont know what else to update about. ive met some guys that are real nice....but i dont want to jinx it lol!!!
time for class <3 |
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[Oct. 18th, 2005|12:53 am] |
some people are so ridic and i just want to jiorfjiajfilaj;fka;kflsdg!!!!
but some arent ridic.
::smells:: i smell like boyyy
im actually planning on updating more later, isnt that crazy! |
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| baby don't move at all cause you're about to break my fall. |
[Sep. 23rd, 2005|12:28 pm] |
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wow. when was the last time i actually updated this? i don't even remember haha.
well, college is going good, rush started on sunday. i love love love it. choosing one sorority is going to be so hard considering that im already in love with six of them, and i still have another day of this meet and greet shit.
my rho gamma just called me!!! we are meeting at 3:30.
ah i have so much shit to do...i have an exam on thursday for bio, which i either sleep through or fall asleep in. so boring. i need to step up my game a bit.
boys are stupid and frustrating, but what else is new, eh?
i just remembered why i dont update this very often haha.
peace out. |
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[Sep. 5th, 2005|12:56 am] |
so if i was to say that michigan state is my favorite place in the world, then central michigan is definitely my second favorite.
i love my jessica. and this weekend was a blast. |
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[Aug. 31st, 2005|01:58 pm] |
i love college.
i love michigan state.
just so everyone knows. |
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[Jul. 22nd, 2005|03:05 pm] |
my least favorite phrase, but the most used phrase of the summer:
"jen, i have something to tell you..." |
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[Jul. 21st, 2005|11:23 am] |
the bullshit has officially ended.
i'm so excited for college. |
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